10:14 PM

Smile and Smile and still be a villain

I guess there's still enough space for you to find to creep in

Where you can inject yourself into

Still plenty room after all the shit that I been through

Wipe the sweat from my brow

Lots of hustle and muscle to get me standing right now

Still the rage is on a drip

I got a wicked tongue and still a blade is on the tip

Weeds are relentless, man, I never can be rid

Still growing through the cracks after all the pulling I just did

And have done, back burned from the sun

Hours at the wheel I'm thinking maybe I should kneel

To the pain, let it seep into my brain

Let me take a hit and sit, let it numb me like cocaine

Let it re-trigger the drip

Let me re-figure this trip

But I know I'll lose my bearings and I know I'll lose my grip

So I'll take ten deep ones, "this, too, shall pass"

Remind myself sometimes weeds grow among the grass

Remember that the negative reciprocates

But the positive regenerates

The hate and the angst will return all favors

and The love and the chill is something to savor

So I'll throw the trash out one more time

Like I'll do a million times more

Remember, there is reason to the rhyme

The win is earned in the fight not by the final score